THIS SITE IS SHUT DOWN!!! HAHAHA!!!

Currently Watching Remember the Titans (Widescreen Edition) By Denzel Washington see related

=Break Up=

Breaking up is really hard especially if you care about that other person. I knew the relationship with Marc wasn’t going anywhere when I started to know him better, I mean I didn’t know much about him, and it was a bad decision to go out with him. It was a nightmare. I mean it wasn’t really love and it wasn’t meant to be…

+No Relationship+

I have come to a conclusion that I wont be seriously dating with guys right now, especially now that all this drama is going on around me. I mean really… I mean I’m just not interested in dating none Filipino guys right now… HAHA! Yep you heard me! None Filipino guys!

^Days^

Well I didn’t go to karate last Friday because I slept at my Aunts place in Manhattan.

++Confessions++

Mar Aguas, was one of the guys in my old private school who I had a huge crash on probably 5 years ago. I’ve known him for about 6 years. I just found out that he had a thing for me. Which pissed us both of because nobody made a move. Well I just started talking to him again. He is such a cool guy, very sports minded; he won a tournament in billiards, he’s the team captain of my old schools basketball varsity. He has awesome smile and glittery eye, and known for his birthmark on his upper lip. Yes I am attractive to him, might be a fling attractiveness, or for real, but yes there is a big “thing” going on. He is so funny and fun to talk too. Very sweet, and fun to talk too.

%No Worries%

People are so worried about me getting hurt, but you don’t have to I have played this game more than you think and I’m not as sty so into guys. I mean I get over things like a snap; except with the whole Rolan thing, hopefully my feelings for Mar is as real as I felt 4 years ago about him…

__Random__

I’m downloading chikka service in my computer so I could text Mar. I will also call him more often just to keep I touch with him. Distance “feelings” is such a bitch, but next summer I’ll try visiting him.

#Bull crap#

Well Garcia just message me and as talking to Marc’s mom yesterday and we were talking about you.” What the heck! Well whatever! I don’t like it when people talk about me!

@Goal@

I’ll try not to curse too much anymore it doesn’t look good on a girl who curse too much.

I’m out!

HoTLipZ/Silly Brunette [Nikki] Signing off!

Thoughts: When it’s over, IT’S OVER!

&For Your Information&

I was over marc even before I broke up with him. I mean I don’t wanna be mean, but I have no choice. I know it wasn’t going to work out!

/So Much For My Happy Ending\

I know this whole Marc thing will end me up getting hurt one way or another, but for now I’ll just be a stupid dumb girl thinking it will work, which is obvious it wont. I’ve been depress and his one of the good things that happen to me and I’ll just make the good out of it. This might just be the same feeling I always feel, that I thought it excise, but it’s never there, but the last time I cried like I’m crying now was because of Rolan. Sometimes life is too unfair and I don’t deserve being lonely and sad like I am now…

Currently Playing Autobiography By Ashlee Simpson see related

Yes NEW LAYOUT! Yeah a new day… New bullshit to deal with… Such as a weirdo freak that’s been e-mailing me in friendster and send probably 9 messages to me today wait no fucking 14! He’s like “I love you” screw you I don’t even fucking know you! He was like “You didn’t even told me what your full name is” I was like “Screw you stop pissing me off! I mean I wasn’t obligated to give you my full name so go screw yourself and get a life somewhere somehow!” I know its mean and rude, but dude he was annoying… Well what can I say I don’t have time for bullshits! I mean his not even cute!!! LOL! Well I’m tripping with Ashlee Simpson’s C.D. it’s so0o0 good… Well I’m starting to wear my contacts again… Still a bitch… Well I didn’t go to karate last week because I was sick and I mess up my hand during wood breaking, but I did went to Saturday’s class for an hour. Damn it! I swear I suck at grappling! Aaaaahhhh!!! Well I went to church today and I was sitting beside this dude from my school I didn’t even bother saying hi to him… He acts all gay that’s why… Well I’m talking to Ric right now, fuck you Ric!! Don’t make me cry… Cause this life isn’t feel right… I think I should forgive him, but whatever. LOL! I was uploading an environment in yahoo, which was Newlyweds, my favorite show, and I didn’t have the chance to look at it and he erased it I was like fuck you! And I would say it again Ric, fuck you! I’ve been mean to him, but hey that’s something special! O well I’m bored why not as well tlak to him… LOL! Ok I’m out!

HoTLipZ/Silly Brunette [Nikki] signing off!!!

Currently Watching Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen By Lindsay Lohan, Megan Fox see related

Wow! Its raining so hard today, so hard that I wasn’t able to go train or do anything, but once the rain stopped my dad and I went to go rent some DVD. We rented three DVD of course I got Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen, that movie is funny and cute at the same time. I like the whole drama queen attitude, which I couldn’t get together, but according to Danny I am a drama Queen! Hahaha! We also rented Hell Boy and Mystic River. I heard it was good. Well early this morning there was this random person pop out of my yahoo messenger and I didn’t know or remember who it was so I was like “Hey who is this?” then I found out that it was Jessica, someone who really despise me A LOT! It was because last summer we both “went out” with the same asshole and I guess she hated me so much and according to her I was always a bitch so I started explaining that back then I was immature and didn’t know any better and how sorry I was. Then she started saying “Don’t think your better than me cause unlike you I work everything I got and not ask daddy what I want and need! You little spoiled rich kid” I was like “I do work what I have right now, and I’m not a little spoiled rich kid!” Then she was like “You know story of the year? Well they live in our town and I made out with Kyle, and you shouldn’t listen to them cause you’re a bitch!” It was funny! Then she was like “I’m going to be an agent and you’ll be a housewife getting beat up by your husband where you can use your karate move on him.” I was like “Uhmmm ok??? Well the whole story of the year thing are you just trying to amazed me with the whole famous people lives in a little town no where to be found your from? Or was your point just plainly telling me you’re a slut making out with Kyle who ever that is” Kyle is a band member of Story Of The Year. And then I said “Don’t worry I wont be a housewife or anything like that and I feel so sorry for you that you cant get over something that is so0o0o last year… and as I recall agent are supposedly smart people I doubt you’ll get the job…” I started being nice, but I got sick of it so I started talking crap to her back then she blocked me… Then I talked to Melon, my cousin about it… It’s sad how a 17 year old can’t get over a summer deal; it was last year for Christ sake! Oh well… It was really funny! This after noon I painted my nails dark/midnight blue, which I really miss!!! (Another random thing from my head!) Ok here’s another random thing from my head I made a collage off Superman; he’s my favorite action hero next to X-men. Sexy Superman!!! LOL! My favorite picture in the collage is the cartoon one the side view picture of him… Beside the red shiny logo. O yeah Danny still blocked me… So yeah whatever! Yey for that!  Well I’m about to go eat some pork chop… So I’m out! Peace!

HoTLipZ/Silly Brunette [Nikki] signing off!!!

Currently Watching Sex and the City - The Complete Fourth Season By Sarah Jessica Parker see related

Ok wood breaking was ok… I know what I’m going to do on the black belt test… I’m doing 2 woods that means 2 stack of woods together on my hummer fist, 3 on my descending elbow, 3 woods for back kick, then 2 woods on step behind kick. The moves that I’m going to do with only 2 woods mean I mess up with that. I mess up my hand on the hummer fist that I have to deep it with zip-locked ice the whole night, but it looks ok now. Well I was talking to Niha now I’m talking to Marc. Well I missed The Ashlee Simpson Show and Newlyweds so I’m going to watch it tomorrow. I’m watching Sex In The City right now… It’s like the dumbest show, but funny at the same time. I was talking to Tiff, Mads, and Chris this morning it was so0o0o funny cause we were talking about the crushes and relationship before… As always it was Chris and I being teased. Then I talked to Madeline aka Melon and started bangin room in mIRC. I was listening to Ashlee Simpson's Cd not  every songs are good... I did the laundry too, I miss karate since my hand was mess up and all, but I did cleaned my gear. Well I better go before my mom screams at me…

HoTLipZ/Silly Brunette [Nikki]signing off!!!

Thoughts: You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off, good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me